By: Ludy
“Here I was at this guy’s house, on his bed wondering to myself, “why the fuck am I here...?
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Well it all started with my best friend giving this guy my Facebook, and I honestly didn't want to text him but I went along with it because I was bored as fuq. Oh did I mention that i was 14..? Yeah, I was 14. So after a while of texting him, I was still bored, he was sooo fucking boring!! Then one day, I don't know how but, we started talking about sex.
“We tried about 7 different positions, some were great, some were not so great.”
He had a lot to say. We were both virgins so we were just saying dumb shit we thought were true. He later asked me if I wanted to come over so he could go down on me. I agreed, and the following day, I found myself in his house. We had to stay quiet the whole time because his dad was home, and if he heard us fucking in his room, he'd get in huge trouble. I was laying down on his bed, panties off, legs spread, his lips on my lips. Not the ones on my face ;) anyways..... it was terrible head but I was cool with it.
“We were both virgins so we were just saying dumb shit we thought were true.”
I honestly didn't think anything else would happen, we were just laying there awkwardly next to each other. Then my stupid self asked him , "wanna fuck..?" I hated myself for putting myself in that situation. Of course he said yes, and then we got into our positions ready to perform. He let me take control, so I was on top of him trying to put his dick inside me. It took me about 5 minutes to make it go in. It felt very uncomfortable when it finally slid in, but I kept going and after a while I started to feel the pleasure. Ten minutes later, we tried about 7 different positions, some were great, some were not so great.
“If at ANY moment you no longer feel like you want to fuq someone, tell them!”
After we were done, he basically kicked me out, then I went to school and told my best friend all about it.
My takeaway was that, I shouldn't have jumped into having sex with someone without actually thinking about it. Also, even though we were ready to do it, I was still uncertain, so I should have felt comfortable enough to say,"stop."
The Fuqs
- Don't put yourself in a situation you know you're not comfortable with
- If at ANY moment you no longer feel like you want to fuq someone, tell them!
